Friday, January 22, 2010

Metaphorically Speaking.

Warning:

This blog post contains something reflective, and quite possibly sad.
Do not, I repeat,
do not continue reading if you are only interested in happy thoughts and light-hearted things.





Yesterday, I heard a great metaphor for how I'm feeling right now.

When my friend had recently lost her Mom,
she was driving down an icy road and her car started sliding.
The car slid sideways, and continued down the road,
but wasn't in any danger of hitting anything.


"This is like my life", she thought.
I'm progressing forward.
Time is moving forward.
My life is going on.


But, it's not straight.
I'm not in control.
It's not dangerous, but things just aren't right.
They're a little sideways.

Wow. This really struck me as she said it.
It's exactly how I feel right now.
I'm trying to get things straight after losing my Dad.
I'm making corrections - some slight, some drastic, trying to do my 'normal' things...
I'm pumping the brakes, that doesn't work.
I give it some gas, that doesn't work.

I'm progressing. Moving down the road. Moving forward in time.
But, things are sideways.

I recognize that everyone has a different grief process,
and you can't know how you will handle something until you are going through it.
I know to give myself grace through the process.
I'm just getting a little impatient with this sideways slide and want my car to go STRAIGHT.





Thursday, January 14, 2010

Magazine Cover!

How proud can one Sister be?
I could not be MORE proud!
I am SO proud to share that one of my Sister's pictures was selected as the
COVER SHOT
for this month's Sooper Looper (Team Roping) Magazine!
She is officially a Published Photographer!
The picture is also being used as the HEADER on the USTRC website!
Click Here to See: http://www.ustrc.com
Way To Go, Brenda!!
I am sooooo excited for you!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Christmas Cookies & Friends

I know, I know, it's January!
I shouldn't be blogging about Christmas!
Well, I have a good reason.
Over Christmas, I got waylayed for a couple weeks and never had a chance to blog about this.
It was so fun, and I have such good pictures of it that I just can't skip it!

Every year, in December, my friends April & Beth make hundreds of Christmas Cookies.
They don't mess around.
On their own they would make hundreds.
Over the past couple years, they have teamed up to divide and conquer all these cookies.
This was the first year I was able to join them and pitch in.

Did I pitch in supplies, ingredients, cookie cutters, champagne, ANYTHING?
No.
I only pitched in man-power.
But, it was LOTS of manpower!
It counts, it does!
These pro-cookie-makers have some serious cookie cutters.
There were over 50, really.
From reallllly reallllly BIG to teeeeny eeeeny small...

April officially has THE VERY BEST sugar cookie recipe on the planet.
No, seriously.
If you've had them, you know.
Here are some of the BIGGUNS cooking:


and the teeensie ones:


Here's my manpower applied...
I don't mess around with decorating.
YES, of COURSE Frosty needs holly on his hat and a pipe in his mouth. Helllooo...

What train is complete without red hot hubcaps and brown wheels?


Decorate that tree!


The entire dining table was covered by the time we were done!


Sugar cookies were not the only thing on the task list of the day.
CHOCOLATE COVERED CHERRIES!!
Here they are, drying...
They had to dry out so they can get a little white blanket of goop.
Well, it doesn't start as goop, it turns into goop after 10 days of refrigeration.
And, it's that delicious goop around that little delicious cherry...
Here's Beth applying the not yet gooped goop:
YES, that's CRISCO in the background.
There is no such thing as delicious Christmas Cookies without Crisco.
I learned this principle from April.
Gooped cherries:
Then, the gooped cherries get dunked into chocolate.
Mmmmmmm.

Then, they just have to sit and look pretty for 10 days.
Kind of like me for 9 months waiting for this baby to come.
Sit & look pretty.
Check.
Then, there is the mother of all Christmas goodies.
Reindeer Food.
I've also heard it called Puppy Chow.
It's Chex cereal with melted chocolate & peanut butter shaken up,
then coated in powdered sugar.
Yessssssss.
It's the most delicious thing ever. No joke.
I hope you enjoyed making Christmas cookies,
or eating Christmas cookies,
or just looking at Christmas cookies since you were dieting,
this Christmas season.
Happy New Year!

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Events!

You've heard me proclaim my affection for one of my dear friends, Nicole.
She is one of THE VERY sweetest people you will ever meet.
No, really, honey actuall drips off her wherever she goes. Really.
You may remember her from the shoot with her sweetie-girl, Pazzo:
http://erinlphoto.blogspot.com/2009/10/pazzo-laday.html


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Nicole is an incredible Event Planner.
Ever heard of the Blues n Brews Festival?
It's her baby.
Ever heard of it's cousin, Bluegrass n Brews Festival?
Also her baby. Wait, that makes it a brother, not cousin...I digress.
Ever heard of the Pearl Street or Highlands Farmer's Markets?
Also her babies.

She also plans private events: Weddings, Engagement Parties, You Name It.
She is one of the most elegant women you will ever meet, and it comes through in every event.

Nicole has asked me to shoot a few of her events in recent months, and I was happy to help!
It's given me a focus during the Fall & Winter months, and I'm loving it!
Fresh Flowers at Pearl Street Farmer's Market

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Fresh Apples in the Fall at the Highlands Farmer's Market
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Mini-Doughnuts from scratch, made fresh to pop in your mouth!
Highlands Farmer's Market

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A touch of her elegance at an Engagement Party

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Did I mention she is incredible at arranging flowers?

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WinterFest on Pearl Street was a blast...
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There were hay rides for all
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Santa delighted everyone!

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The place was packed,
people had hot totties to keep them warm
and live music went late into the night...

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If you are looking for any help with planning an event, no matter the size.
Look up Nicole at HobNob Events:
P.S. This is a new blog layout that will allow me to post larger pictures.
OK, I KNOW these pictures are a little toooooooo large.
I'm still learning.
Once I figure out how to make them a better size, you'll see another post!

Monday, January 4, 2010

What a Year!

2009 has been a momentous year for me.
There have been major changes, terrible tragedies, and unspeakable joys.

In Fall of 2008, JJ and I started to ponder what other occupation I could have that would
afford us a better quality of life.
We prayed for a change and direction to come by the following Spring.
In December, on our trip to my Sister's home in Arizona for Christmas,
we started to seriously consider photography as an option.
I have loved it since I took my first class at age 13.
Do what you love, and you'll love what you do - so they say!
I decided to test myself.
I went out into the stalls at Brenda's place with my little point and shoot PowerShot.
Could I take pictures I could be proud of, passiontate about, and lovvvvve?
I passed my test:

We went home and promptly started calling friends who are currently photographers,
and bought the gear they recommended, while taking every ounce of advice they offered.
By the end of January, I was outfitted.

But, something terrible and tragic happened first.
My Sister, Brenda, had a riding accident where a horse fell on her.
She broke her leg severely, and we did not know if she would be able to keep her foot.
Miraculously, the main vein/artery was not damaged, and she was able to.
It is a long road to recovery.
There were months of keeping ALL weight off of it.
The process has been more difficult for them than words can express.
Today, she is doing some walking, with pain...and a cane.
She is also riding, and doing a little roping again.
Her progress has been AH-MA-ZING, and the Doctors could not be happier with how well
she has been recovering.
Soon, we all hope and look forward to her walking without pain or help.
This is us, Christmas 2008, having a blast roping on a rainy day:

February rolled around, and it was time to test out my new camera gear.

The Denver Dog Show lasts for days and days,

and I spent all of them taking literally thousands of pictures and handing out business cards.

It was a blast and a success!
Shane, one of Mom & Brenda's poodles, won a 1st in the Non-Sporting Group,
and went to the Best in Show ring.
We were elated, and full of tears since Brenda couldn't be there after her accident.
It was bittersweet.
Shane:


Spring came.
I worked and worked on my photography skills.
Then:
My "position was eliminated" at work.
JJ and I knew that very day that our prayers had been answerd.
This was the opportunity to dive head-long into building photography into my full time business.
It has been the gift of a lifetime that has afforded me more freedom and time than I ever
could have anticipated. See my Thanksgiving Blog for that story: http://erinlphoto.blogspot.com/2009/11/simple-thanksgiving-eats.html
It was a new start.

After making a couple long hauls to dog shows to help Mom,
take pictures, and build clientele,
I took a trip up North.
JJ was working in Pullman, Washington for a couple months,
and I could now spend time near there visiting family & friends.


My first stop on the way was in Nampa, Idaho.
After a few years of being out of touch, my oldest friend, Tricia and I got to reconnect.
I stayed with her and her FIANCE, Boone, for four days.
We had a blast, caught up, and it has been like we haven't missed a day.
Don't you just LOVE friends like that?
Here is Trish with her Nephew, Grady, enjoying a lift.


I spent a few days with JJ's family in Kettle Falls, Washington.
Pops, Mama Rita, Neice Havilah, Sister-In-Law Lisa with her FIANCE Jerry.
They make a fine group, and it was my first stay without JJ there. It was a blast!

We made Mama Rita's specialty - homemade Raviolis


For nearly three weeks,
I stayed with my Brother Judd, Sister-In-Law Shelby & Nephew Cameron
and kicked around the Coeur d'Alene area:
We had a great time visiting a lot, and had a photo shoot with Cam.
He is a very serious flat-track racer and won his division for the year!
This is his "I'm gonna whup you" competition face:


When it was time to head for home, JJ & I went through Montana to see Dan!
Here he is giving us a map to the stash of all stashes for fising in Dillon, Montana.
You know it's a good spot when you get a map on a napkin!


It was a great stash, there is no doubt.
I officially counted 7 fish in the wake behind me while standing in the river fishing.
Too bad I couldn't catch a single one of them. Of course, J did.

Then, joy unspeakable happened on the 4th of July
when my Dear and Lovely Friend Kendra got married to Joe.
She was a beautiful bride and I was so honored to be part of their day:


Back at home, weekend after weekend was spent fishing at the cabin.
I had my best day ever when I had 11 fish on, and landed 9 in one seam!
For the day, I ended up with 14 landed.
Finally, finally, I am getting better at this!

My Darling and Beloved Cousin came to visit us in Denver.
This is monumental.
I think she is actually my FIRST family member to come stay to visit with us in 6 years!
We had a great time earlier in the year, up in Sandpoint:
http://erinlphoto.blogspot.com/2009/06/apamazen.html
We had a blast, too many laughs, and enjoyed every minute of it!




Then, Whoa Nelly of all Whoa Nellies.
We are having a baby.

The combination of excitement and anticipation of a total life-overhaul
just cannot be put into words.

In September, it was time for a trip back up to the Northwest again...
JJ's Sister Lisa married Jerry.
It was a terrific day, and they are a wonderful couple.
I was honored to capture their day for them!


We had a great time monkeying around and helping get ready for the wedding.

We extended our trip to include a jaunt up to Nelson, BC.
Our honeymoon was in Nelson 7 years ago. (Thank you Uncle Jay & Aunt Evy)
This time, we stayed with our friend Gray's family - the Beauchamps!
They have a cabin on Kootenay Lake and the view from our room could not be better:
I wish this picture was lighter, so you could see how warm and wonderful they are.
We made new friends for a lifetime:
On our trip, we caught some serious lunkers on our fly rods.
Dolly Varden had come up from the lake to spawn in the river.
These were fish of a lifetime and I was proud to land this lovely lady:
Come October, it was time for another visit to the Northwest, and another wedding.
This time, for Tricia & Boone.
I am overloaded with joy for them,
and so very grateful they chose me to capture their day:
And, well, I started to show.
This is the mid-point, 4.5 months along...
At which time, we got to find out we are having a BOY!
Here is a profile shot:
Thanksgiving was subdued, but so unusual that it must be included in the year's recap.
The pre-packaged Thanksgiving:
I love seeing my RichardBerg and we had a great day hanging together.

Then, momentous of all momentous events came the week of Christmas.
My Brother called and was taking Dad to the hospital.
My Sister, Nephew and I flew in - it was serious.
We were able to spend time with him, talking with him, holding his hand, telling stories.
He deteriorated fairly quickly after that, and we lost him the day after Christmas.

We are all still trying to sort out how to move forward,
what this means to us,
what he has meant to us,
how to work together and love each other well.

He built houses for years, and always had this dry spot in the middle of his palms.
Carpenter's Hands, he called them.
It was from swinging a hammer too much, he said.
He'd put bag balm on them all the time, but it never seemed to get better...
Here is a shot from the hospital of those Carpenter Hands:

This Summer, we spent 5 days in a row together - quite a feat for us.
We had breakfast every day, then Dad would take me to show me his favorite places on the lake.
He wanted to show me all the options for Tricia's upcoming wedding.
Little did I know how much I would later treasure this time with him.
A few of the days, we followed our lake-viewing with a visit to one of his car buddies.
They would talk engines and cars, and I would try to grasp every other word and piece together
what they were talking about.
For me, it was like listening to Spanish in Mexico.

Here he is enjoying the Spokane River that feeds Lake Coeur d'Alene
at Corbin Park in Post Falls.
He's fished and swam here, picnic'd and played here,
even got a truck stuck in the water once here.
This spot just off the lake is his official favorite spot of them all.




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Thank you for hanging in there through this long post.

Thank you for sharing in 2009 with me.

Even if you're not listed here, you are still very special to me,

and I am grateful for you in my life.

Here's to 2010!

May it bring us all new wonders and monumental events that shape our life

for the better.

XO!

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